..I was the animal engraved.So was the slow cut in the slate.The others stair was so deranged.Frightening and fearful of the stain.The lisp is closing in to fast.This bread and water might not last.Inside for 80 sum odd years.Frightening and fearful of my peers.Fell it, it grows with a heart.Fear it, it flows in the dark.Bear it, the framed old days mistakeMind it, won’t take away the shame.Hollowed voices mingle in.You can hear a pin drop on my skin.Deep seeded imbue meant on the curb.Throw peanuts. Kitty’s undisturbed.Fell it, smelling of distress.fear it, black and white old dressBear it, no forgiveness in a graveMind it, wont take away the shameFlight pigs and little stars.Metal encapsulated mars.Medium mundane display.Put down the lid and act the same.
..My stomach appears to be upsetI can not die jest this substance.It’s wearing on me.Disguised and discreetFailing to breed.This is all that you see.In me.My legs are angry with process.I’m willing myself with a protestIt’s wearing on me.Painful yet relievedThis is all that I see.In me.
..Alto I don’t know.The clock is ticking on the wall.Thesis moment, always looking more than they are.Peaceful sleepy.Never want to close your eyes.Pealing off the edge of this earth.Feel it pealing off the sun in the night.Alto, I don’t knowThe plume juice has slipped into wine.I slip out of my own thoughts.Peaceful timesCan I even hold the stress board bridge collapsing down on me.Can I even hold your hand held tight gripping onto sanity.Alto, I don’t know.Why it’s all pushing on me
..I remind youYou have been wornI am not the mediatorNow I can Saran wrap my clotheAnd store in refrigerators.My old flesh is wornSew up with golden yarn Fill in all the craters3 days and rebornShame on youYou think their is sourcesShame on youVelvet gypsies on horsesShame on youI spit slander through cursesShame on you its all to keep living this lieShame on you6 feet… in borshk stew.I remind youYou have been warnedI am all that I promisedMy bruised flesh is swollenBut I am the strongest you metTwo streets have walked dark seasThe feet melting in saltDrink up all the juices3 days and rebornShame on youYou think their is sourcesShame on youVelvet gypsies on horsesShame on youI spit slander through cursesShame on you its all to keep living this lieShame on you6 feet… in borshk stew
..Lucian,Don’t fail us allYou’ll cry a river;Until they fallLucian,Don’t fear the fallThey’ll swim the river;Till they fallLucian……. My love.Lucian……. The liesLucian…… our hearts………….. won’t stop.Lucian ……..